For u..my grandma..

To: My Grandma

How r u?Are u fine in everything?Although u'r run away from our home but I'm still caring about u.Haiz..actually I not really knw write this passage for what..For u to read this?[IMPOSSIBLE] Why I'm still keeping a little hope to wait u back to our house?Why I still caring u & miss u?I supposed to blame u..dun think about u..but i cant!! why?!cause u r my family!!Always heard about aunty talk about ur things & u alwaz talk about my parents's bad words in their front.Do u knw that..I really HATE u so muchie!Why u must stick to about those all things?Why u cannot forgive & to excuse to my parents?What they maked n make u feel so disgusting?huh?Can u tell me?!Why Why Why?!

Do u knw that..everytime when my parents and me were back from working & school..why u need to show out ur "BLACK" face?! HUH?!I really not so understand u..Does it mean u r the QUEEN in this family..so u need to showed out ur "BLACK" face?WTH..we got emotion too!!why we need to faced to ur BLACK face everyday?!Did u knw that we got a lot of pressure from working & school everyday?We just hope to have relax in home..not wanted to face a BLACK face everyday~

Grandma..
U'r not that young anymore..Can u just use ur brain to think about us & urself..can u?Do u knw that,u separare from our home make we hurt so muchie?!I'm just a 16 yeard old little gal..can u be a good pattern to show me?Can u just be a mature & happy grandma?Can u think about ur son..daughter..grandson,granddaughter 's feeling?Can u dun always think about that we 'r not love u n caring u?Can u understand us?Can u?

Whatever~grandma..I knw that u still caring about me & bro..but did u knw that my dad is ur son!!He is not a stranger in ur life..HE IS UR SON..haiz~~I hope that u stop talking many nonsense in front ur friend or auntie them..cause this is not my parents fault!!Before u blame my parents did u think about what u did wrong urself?Can u be more mature n dun such like a KID!!
I hope that one of my relative see this passage & tell her what i think & what my parents think..I won't scare about she scold me..Just let her knw..thanks~
Haiz...
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Hope u having a happy new year & take care...